Animating Demon!

I've been working on an animated short called "Night Ritual". Thought I'd start chronicling it here.

I really want to see this through.

Garbage - The World Is Not Enough

thank goodness cars have headlights.

It must be weird to be a fish, I mean it's weird to be a human. But imagine your run of the mill goldfish. There it is, chillin in its tank. Swimming, eating stuff, spitting stuff back out, pooping, existing. Then here comes this human putting his/her monster face in front of the glass, tapping on it and making strange noises (what we humans call speech). Must be trippy, horrifying even.

But I say we all need a little jolt now and then so I don't feel bad for the fish (except for the tapping thing, that's just annoying, like the over enthusiastic knocker)
I almost got hit by a car and I tripped over a quite noticeable stone divider. Both made me laugh at myself and realize how easy it can be to not live.

Dare to be jolted and laugh. We're all gonna die just like we all get born. It's okay. No regrets. It's more fun that way.

Fresh faced, Fresh minded and open

I am so glad for all my tears. So glad.
I think I spiraled out into all sorts of states of being before I returned to my self, sacred, whole. Everyday I fight not to forget and I fight to let go of things; to let go of fear. I am so happy, joyful for the pain and the growth it forced into action. Blessed be the day. Blessed be the night. My your soul rest well and rise again to light.

Chicasblue | REEL 13

Chicasblue | REEL 13

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I still don't really regret what I said. I try not to regret anything but more than that I feel that post is still kind of true. Except I haven't 'had it'. I'm not really angry about that truth anymore, but it's still there. But hey, to you know who, do whatever you want man. I'll just do the same. A life without you won't kill me. Yet, I'd like if our lives were shared. That's all.

Sorry I blasted on you out in blog world. I think you know how it goes though.

Not so random video.

Freakin why not me? Do I have leprosy or something? You're all up on everyone and I'm right there and nothing. Might as well be the Antarctic. I have kind of had it. Screw you dude. I might regret this in the morning. But I doubt it. Good night.